lost thoughts full of thinking run into the starless skies. An ocean flows with in my soul, crashing me into life with violent force. I stand with eyes covered, shaking with fear as my life flashes by. If only it would have taken place somewhere else. Nothing can save me now that I am slipping, drowning under the pressure of my own waves. Is this how it must go? Is this my course? The bitter taste of unknown is fresh on my tongue. I never wanted to feel so left behind, nothing more to do then wait. My vision of home has never been clear, a mother, a father & siblings. Never had them all at once, there has only been one or the other. The force of love & passion sometimes starts to smother me, hoping one-day hate will take over. To see the emptiness in everyone’s’ lies, such hopes are wrong, given the time & place. The true colors of people come out.
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